I’ve become that grumpy old man…

They bump into you. They yell, scream and sometimes curse just inches from your ear. They push you aside as they chase each other around. They even yank things out of your hand. Never once uttering an “excuse me” or “sorry”. They are just plain rude and obnoxious. These are today’s kids. I call them GEN-LS or Little Snots (to avoid using a harsher term).
Spanking, I am told, is passé, but this generation may change people’s minds. I know, I sound like the grumpy old man that lived next door when “we” were kids and started every sentence with “when I was your age…” and ended à-la-Dangerfield with “… no respect I tell ya!”
It is our fault. It is not the networks, Miss Smith the 1st Grade teacher, global warming, the fact that they are bored (isn’t part of our job description to entertain them?) or any of the other excuses churned out by everyone to pardon the absolute lack of discipline amongst our youth. And the crisis is global or rather as far reaching as the places to which I have traveled. Nor do I exclude the possibility of my own kid becoming a GEN-LSer himself (how objective of me!).
So what are we doing wrong? Do we lack the patience of our parents? Is it the lack of physical discipline? Are we abusing the easy way out (i.e. videos, cookies, gifts etc.)? My folks will get a kick out of reading this. I can just see them nodding their heads and smirking (especially my mother) at this confessional with that annoying air of grandparenting superiority. As Bill Cosby said, “these are not the same people I grew up with… they are old and want to get into heaven now!” They are retired as parents and can just sit back and criticize our every decision and at the same time destroy – in mere seconds – months of painstaking parenting by handing their grandchild whatever they want knowing that they would never have given that very same thing to their own kid (a.k.a. you). They have a way of imparting obvious parenting advice using the prefix “when you were kids, I never…” at the worst possible moment (i.e. in the midst of a full blown tantrums, while trying to change a writhing child’s diaper, while restraining a screaming kid from pulling down all the cereal boxes from the store shelf, while deciding with your wife or partner how best to handle a situation etc.) and looking surprised and somewhat upset when you snap back at them with a curt “not now!” The more I look at kids today, the more I think our parents are right, though. In the end, they did their job as parents (each with varying degrees of success) and guided us through life to get to the point where we too are now supposed to do the same with our kids. And yet I see a collective failure.
I am sure there are plenty of exceptions and you are probably reading this saying “that’s not my kid.” I know, I certainly don’t think it’s mine, but again that is just me being completely not objective. Overall, though, and for many reasons that merit a separate discussion, we are failing our kids in discipline and it may just be that we are too tired or have gotten too lazy and complacent, but it is to their ultimate detriment.
Ironically, this has occurred at a time when more two parent families are benefiting from a far greater active participation by the dads. This should mean that children have two parents from which to take their cues and from which to learn “right from wrong” on a more consistent basis. So are we dads the bad influence? Do we just confuse things for the kid by sending mixed signals? Are we poorly coordinated with our significant other? The answer, as always when this dad is involved, is “I don’t know.” I can just keep putting my best parenting skills out there based on how I grew up and how I became a (fairly) responsible adult. I think I grabbed the right map, but looking around me I worry if I, like many of the other parents around me, should double check to make sure that we are holding it the right side up?

Tower of Babble…

As my son fine-tunes his babble, I think back to a linguistics class I took in college on bilingualism. The reason I took it was self-serving, in that I needed it to fulfill a linguistics credit as part of an ambitious double major curriculum, as well as self-preserving because I had just finished a semester of Linguistics 101 and would shoot myself if I took another semester. The course was fascinating. As a bilingual myself, I wanted to understand how people learn multiple languages growing up. How do you know that one word or the other is in one or another language? How do you learn the nuances of certain words when they are tied to one or the other culture? How does your head not explode with all that double, triple or more language intake?

I remember very little about how I developed language-wise growing up. I just know that I was lucky enough to grow up in a bilingual family. Even more so, since the two languages, English and Italian, despite sharing the same family tree, are two very different branches. I picked up French and some German along the way for good measure before becoming lazy (my older sister actually speaks something like a bazillion languages, but she is a total nerd). Now that we are both parents we ask my mother what it was like watching us learn two languages, but listening to her anecdotes there does not seem to be a defining moment in time in which we went from mixing languages to compartmentalizing them. Like most people I know who grew up in multi-lingual households it seems that it just happens without great fanfare that your brain suddenly reorganizes itself to instantly process all those languages simultaneously, but each within their own cognitive stream.

The course I took drew pretty much the same conclusion. The brain, the textbook and research seemed to suggest, just “figures it out” (to use a very scientific expression) like it does with so many other functions that we learn to perform while growing up. The sponge-like qualities of youthful brain cells aid you in absorbing all the nuances that are vital for becoming a native speaker or mother tongue (which is not at all the same thing as being fluent). This includes all the cultural implications that word choice, inflexion, accent and all the other components of coherent native speech require.

And yet, I look at my son as he babbles a mix of Italian and English words into what I can only assume is perfectly comprehensible speech to him (it is, I confess, very convincing), and wonder when the switch will be flipped so that he will fully comprehend that he is in fact dealing with two different languages (or maybe as always I am completely underestimating the power of a child’s brain – as proven every time he manipulates me into doing whatever he wants). As a parent I wonder if there is anything that my wife and I can do differently to help him along, but for now we stick to the plan, which has no scientific basis other than the use of some logical thinking, that sees me using English when speaking to my son directly and Italian with my wife and she only uses Italian with him (unless she is mad and then she switches – don’t ask me why – to a venomous English and yes I get the same treatment when – supposedly – I do something wrong). We figure he has enough exposure to English on a daily basis so in the family setting and when he is alone with my wife he needs to hear Italian to make sure he picks it up (as well as when we go to Italy to visit the two sets of grandparents and the rest of the family).

I am excited for him, though, because the luck of the draw will give him a unique vision of the world from two very different cultural perspectives. Ideally he will take the best of both worlds (unlike his Old Man!), but I know how hard it is to stay away from all of the bad habits that each side of the cultural divide temptingly offers.

Despite the many rotten apples that I have encountered (far and wide) in my life so far, I grew up convinced that the world is beautiful because it is varied and I still would not have it any other way. Despite all the variables (good and bad) that keep you on your toes (not at all a bad thing in my typical “Cynical New Yorker” opinion), I do hope my son embraces the same fundamental vision of the world. It makes life so much richer.